I've been stuck in this rut for almost a week. Can you hear me? I'm tired of feeling so apathetic. It's not fair to You or my wife. It hurts when I feel distant from you, Lord. I know I'm a sinner and not a day goes by where I don't do something that I shouldn't do in thought, word, or deed. If there's any unconfessed sin in my life, please bring it to my mind so that I can confess it and be right with you. Renew my passion for you, Father; give me the strength to resist this apathy that I've always had trouble fighting. Forgive me for not coming to you with this sooner. I seem to get in the way of myself lots of times. Have mercy on me and help with my unbeleif at times. Amen.