There's a burning in my heart everyday
I come to you, I look to you and say
When will I become everything that you've intended me to be
I'm beating at my chest everyday
I run to you, I come to you and say
When will I become everything that you've intended me to be
I am so tired, I am so beaten
From walking down the road of shattered dreams
I am so lonely I am so broken
Won't you come, won't you rescure me
I am so tired, I am so tired, I am so tired, I am so tired
[I'll be the light inside of you and won't let go of you]
Come rescure me, won't you come, won't you come
I'm calling out your name

"This Could Be The Song That Will Change Your Heart" by Kids in the Way

I find it amazing how Christ can work through his word and the people around me to bring me closer. I know I've got a long way to go before I'm perfect and I have to struggle with the idea of giving up and not feeling good enough every day. It's hard. It sucks. It's frustrating when everything is good one minute, and falling apart the next and it's in constant flux with my mood and with other people around me. It felt good to cry in Megan's arms. It made me happy to know that I can go so far as to colaspe like that and tell her exactly what I feel like. I love it when she comforts me and I hope that I can bring just as much comfort, but how much more can Christ comfort us? He's the lynchpin of our relationship; he provides everything: Life, redemption from sins in the past, present, and future, love that never wavers based on emotion or previous experience, sanctifcation, and glorification and eternal inheritance.

Lord, thank you for the Cross. Keep us near and don't let us hide from you; we know you won't hide from us. Help us to remember that if we ask, it'll be given to us. If we seek, we'll find, and if we knock, the door will be opened to us.