I finished helping put a tin roof on a shed and got paid some money that I didn't deserve. I lost the hardcore title for 20 to 30 minutes. ^^; Emotional roller coaster. I called First Baptist of Lexington about the internship. No responce. Helped a neighbor get uptown to pay her bills. Leftover chinese was satisfying. No time to build decks. Devotional journal was killing me today. Is it wrong to make a big deal over a big deal? Nothing. I can't remember what comes next. I like falling on the floor. I like making other people smile. Sometimes I wonder if I'm okay. I hate the term "perception is reality". Do I take things too personally? Am I to sensitive? Do I expect too much out of everyone and not enough out of myself?

I'll admit, I'm not one to quit so suddenly. I think this will all be worth it in the end. God, help me to see it for what it really is.