So, this weekend, I was able to witness the union between Barry and Amy. It was a beautiful ceremony, and I was amazed by the overall mood of the day.

I can't wait until it's my turn. ^_^

I've got some growing up to do though. I'm really not worthy of anything that God has chosen to give me and I'm so afraid that I'm going to do something that will result in Megan being taken away from me.

I always drown in my "can't's" and my "not able to's" when it's not true at all! I've been given the same Holy Spirit and with that I can do anything! I'm very, very attracted to Megan on every level and I need to stop being so childish; I've been acting like a kid who knows they've been promised something, but keeps trying to get it before the time is right.

I'd rather fire fall on me from heaven than to ruin her wedding night. There will be trials and temptations, but I think that we'll make it. I will trust in the Lord.

Lord, I don't want us to miss out
on the things that you want to give us.
Forgive my haste, and help me bottle up that desire
for a more appropreate place.
Lift us out of temptation and make the escape clear
as day is from night. Give us
strength and wisdom through your Holy Spirit.
I thank you for the assurance that you give me daily.
Help me to be the man I need to be to support and provide
for her every need.
She is the most precious gift I will attain on this earth.
Help me to be worthy.
Forgive my past shortcommings and teach me to walk
in your perfect love and grace.
I pray this in Christ's name,
Amen.