Anime Weekend Atlanta has come and gone and I really had fun. Then again, I'm always happy when I'm around her. Her outfit was a plesant distraction, which is why I was so quiet for the first day (in addition to being in the "it's been a week and I haven't seen you so I'm going to be shy" mode). I've eaten all the pocky and other snacks I bought and Excel Saga DVD 6 was. . . interesting. ^.^;

I miss her alot. Sometimes, I look at my previous relationships and think "Why weren't you attached as much as you are now/How in the world did you ever manage not to drive yourself crazy?" . . . and it's true. I don't want her to think of me as 'dependant' or anything, but I just can't get away from it. Love is funny like that, but that's what makes it awesome/dangerous.

And I'm in love. ^_^; It's funny to say that, but if you're not honest with yourself how can you be honest with other people? I've never been like this before. . . not in this way. It's one of those things that's so deep that I forget time. . .and deep enough to question weither or not it's real or not. When I consider everything though, I know it's real. I don't have to feel like it all the time to know that I love her. We have our moments, but it's always a little sweeter coming out of those moments. I know it's only been six months or so. . .and I know that there are bound to be other things that try to get in the way. . .but I know that those things are only temporary. Besides, we've almost completely defeated the biggest foe - ourselves.

So, it'll be a few days before I see you again. So, I'll take it one day at a time.











Spent too many hours holding up walls
standing in corners and clenching my jaw
watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be.

Blaming this all on the moment
blaming this all on my views
blaming the mood of the music
blaming it all on you.
All on you and me.

Just because you said what you wanted
doesn't make it right.
Just because the moment was heated
doesn't mean that I wanted to fight.

And even though I saw your anger
even though I saw your face
the words that you cited were chosen
not fate, not spoken in haste.

Well just for the moment, just one more time
just one more second and we'll be just fine
this could be just, just in case it's the last time.
This could be the last time.

Just until sundown, just one more day
I could hold you.
Just until sundown, just one more day
I would hold you without you pushing me away.

All on you and me.

Take second chances
Everyone deserves it
Though only some...

Take in forgiveness
Everyone deserves it
Though only start to

Let it rise
Let it fall
Let it climb
Let it crawl on me

Let it live
Let it die
Let it laugh
Let it cry on me

Make it a part of who we are
So much left worth living for
Make it a part of you and me
So much left for us to see
Make it a part of every turn
So much left for us to learn
Make it a part until the end
So much left to learn again

Love is coming
Love won't let you die alone
Love is coming
Love won't let you try alone
Love is coming
Love won't let you cry alone
Love is coming
Love won't let you die alone

Further Seems Forever (Just until sundown / Make it a part)